Saturday was fun, thanks to everyone who was able to make it! The Bobby's came over Sunday, and They, Madi and Marcus, Sashi, and I went to Los Cucos, then we played Just Dance.
There are still somewhere around forty jello shots left, and I intend on finishing them all. It helps to pass the time when you're stranded in a house all day long due to lack of public transportation, and not too many interesting walking destinations. That's okay though, Sash is getting her license soon, then she'll be able to teach me, and I can do what I want. *sigh*

Did I mention that I hate the cooking channel, because I really really hate the cooking channel.

As of right now, we are currently sleeping on an air mattress on the floor, hopefully tomorrow we can go look for a new one. My back is beginning to really hurt from this madness, and the room is a total train wreck as a result, which makes me feel like crap. I filled out a half price books job application, now I just need to find a way to the store so that I can drop it off. Damn you, paper applications. I don't like you, I don't like you at all. I've applied to about a hundred different places, but I haven't heard from anyone. I'm starting to get really antsy from a lack of progress. I need money, and I need action. :/ Doing nothing really burns a person out.

I got Little Big Planet on PSP for my birthday. The game is amazing, and worth every penny that was spent, I think.

It's not okay for a politician to say that they're against black rights, so why is it okay for one to say that they're against gay rights? It's okay to legalize marijuana, but it's not okay to legalize gay marriage? Oh come on, California!

I'm so tired of ignorance, but I guess I'll have to get over that, won't I..

I feel completely lazy.
I don't want to go anywhere, or see anybody.
For once I'd be pretty happy with peace and quiet.

Not gonna happen. :/

Why is it that time always seems to go by quickly, but so incredibly slowly at the same time? Soon we'll be moving out of the apartment, out to the Cypress area. That's all really great and dandy and all, buy where did the time go? I mean, It's already 2010, and I don't even know what I got of 09. It still feels like there should be some more time in there somewhere. Nevertheless, soon we will be moving. Maybe it's just a sign that I need to set some real and solid goals for myself this year. Things that will move me to start making more of my life.

Earlier this week while talking to Robin in the kitchen, I got to hear stories about how when Sashi was a little girl, she got to fly an airplane belonging to a family friend of the White's. She took a bunch of the kids up in her plane and when it was safe enough, she told them what to do, and actually allowed them to fly the plane. I of course, imagined how fantastic that would feel, to fly.. to have the power to defy gravity, just a little bit.. to have the ability to hold life in your hands, especially for a little kid. It made me think about how much I'm missing in my own life, by being afraid all of the time. Anxiety cripples, and even though I can't always control it, there are things that I can do to improve the quality of my own life. After all, I'm 21.. 22 very soon, and what have I accomplished? I've learned loss, and I've learned about the penalties of ignorance.. but what have I really really accomplished? I've learned how powerful love can be, and what real love really is, but there are soooo many things that I can do that it's overwhelming. Not to say that I don't feel complete. In fact, Sasha makes my life absolutely incredible, and I'd do anything rather than lose her.

Soo.. since it is another year after all.. I'm going to for once sit down and map out a few goals for myself, in hopes that maybe this sudden inspiration will take, and I'll actually make the most of it.

I'd like to take up a sport.. Biking, skiing.. something.
I'd like to get a license to carry.
I want to start school, and finish the year gracefully by excelling.
I want to get in shape, be healthy.. fit.. just like everybody else, more for my mind though.I need it.
Get. A. License.

I think that that's enough to start with, realistically.. In fact it might be too much, but we'll see.

Happy New Year, ya losers. <3

For Christmas I got Just Dance on Wii, and it's absolutely ridiculous. I love it.

One month left.. one month of independence

gotta re-socialize kaa

gotta find a way to fit three closets worth of clothing in one

gotta find a way to fit all of the animals in this house comfortably

books, books... where to put the books

I'm trying to think of this as a dorm room, with no rules.
Most of our things will be in storage, just for a couple of years.

My grandmother told me she'd send me money if I'm serious about school.
I'm going to work my ass off so that I can have a real career.

weightwatchers is for lame-0s

I got a netbook for Christmas, and I'm totally hijacking the wifi from my next door neighbor, the office, best apartment location evarr.

I got so many wonderful gifts this year. Sooooooo many, I've never felt so loved by so many people.

So tomorrow, I'll be going to target to pick up a case for my new Assassins Creed bundle PSP, and a sleeve for my netbook. I'd get a case, but I have a beautiful new Fossil bag (that, guess what.. holds laptops!). I also got a beautiful South Pole jacket from my parents, one with a fuzzy hood!:P It'll be perfect for when Sashi and I go Skiing with Bobbypocks, and the Azns come February(hopefully). I also got three new Wii games, two DS games, a LOT of clothes, some really great work out clothing, a hand me down Virgin Mary neclace from my grandmother, a camera bag, scrapbooking storage, the Juicy Coture perfume I've wanted for the past four years, and a whole bunch of other really, really awesome nic nacs.

This Christmas = TOTALLY AWESOME.

I hope everybody else's was just as nice.

Merry Christmas Eve everybody!

Tomorrow is Christmas, which is when everybody usually exchanges their main gifts to one another, but Sash and I did it earlier this evening, since we're waking up at my parents house for Christmas. We wanted to have a more romantic, personal Christmas. She gave me a netbook, among a bunch of other really nice things. I'm so grateful that I can't even describe it. I love her so much! :) I hope the rest of you have a great Christmas. Tomorrow I'll be heading to Garden Villas for Christmas Day, after spending some time with my family. I have a ton of gifts to give to Sashi's mom. She's done so much for me in these past months that she deserves nothing less. She really is one of the kindest people you could meet.

I miss you guys, have a great night.

Thanksgiving to me means a bunch of family that I never see or talk to, carving into a poor dead bird while I eat meat-less sides. Yummy.

Most of us make the same mistakes, and when we realize that our situation isn't all that different than our neighbor, or coworker, best friends ex.. whatever.. we feel silly and begin to realize how life's just a giant puzzle, and to worry is to waste time. Especially because there's no right or wrong result.

Doesn't that just make you feel tiny?

It makes me excited.

I feel so blissfully happy that nothing really matters in the end, that I'm just giddy. I'm no nihilist, I just feel free to enjoy life. There's no real set time, set way of doing anything. You make your own goals, and make them come true if you really love them, and enjoy every experience along the way. To make mistakes in life, is to learn to appreciate it.

Me, what are my goals..hmm..
Well I'd like to learn to box. I think I'd be good at it.
Silly? Maybe. But I have the resources to make it happen if I really want it.
I think that that's just bad ass. Plus, there is now a mini gym in my mother's house.

I want to get an associates in Occupational Therapy at the HCC Coleman campus.
I have the resources, not the money, but soon enough.

I plan on getting a License to Carry.
The class is 200. I need to gun to shoot with. My mom has three.

I've never felt so driven.

Gonna be at the hospital all day and tomorrow. Sasha's surgery's early in the morning. I'll have a bag o' fun though. We have DS, Mad Libs, a book, ipods, and crossword puzzles! :P

I worry too much for my own good.

Sleepy sleepy, still so much to do. My parent's have Dids while we're gone.
Maybe I'll update from the Hospital if I get the chance. We'll see.

So I spent the night watching the L Word and dancing with gay cowboys.

Oh times.

hm

Went to see Slumdog Millionaire yesterday. It was really fucking good, as to be expected, then Ra, then Galleria. After I went to my mom's house to watch the fight. Diaz totally should have won, but he'll learn from his mistakes.

There's nothing nicer than sitting around on a Sunday afternoon eating ramen, torillas, and drinking beer. Soon I'll probably retreat into my room to watch Sex and the City or Batman so that Jerry can nap on the couch.

I've been planning a picture post, so soon you guys, soon.

Cool Gamestop chick also gave me one of those cardboard bunnies. He's cute; his name is Jacob.

Apparently Nintendo's going to do the same thing with the DSI that they did with the Wii. Gamestop's only receiving the amount that they have reserved, so if you want one, I'd reserve it now. Dum de dum..

I'm tired.

Things are interesting to say the least, works looking better. Inventory's over,so there's less stress. Had some help getting things out of the Merch room.. Things look good. I spent today doing post inventory damage control. Been scanning out all week.. Last week was tough, I had to prepare for inventory while getting product out and training a new IPT person and a new Info person. Very very high-stress week. Inventory went pretty well, almost no trouble product. Things went smoothly and the RGIS people I ended up paired with were pretty cool. They kept joking about getting me to go with them on a cigarette break. Blahbity blah...

Drunk. Lots of dancing!

I am the queen of sandwiches.

I wish I was as cool as this kid.



Going to Blur.

Guess who's back.. Back Again.

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Meeeeeee.

Hello.

AT&T, those bastards, have had my internet down FOREVEER. I'd say that I've been pulling out my hair, but I've been so busy lately, I haven't really noticed.

Work is up and down. I myself haven't had any real problems, others have, makes me sad.
We have a new IPT person, Eurystus. I like him a lot because he appears to have a genuine desire do learn and do well. I even had him in Paperchase today, and he was doing it well too. He organised all of the mini books, and started on the gift bags, which is big.. if you know anything about that section in our store. I didn't even ask him to. ^_^ He's really nice and picks up really quickly, I trained him today and yesterday and tomorrow I'll be teaching him bargain. At least the store will have one more capable person, needless to say.

I'm feelin that El Presidente Margarita.. Ay-yai-yai..

Diddy's been doing the booty-scootin' boogie.
Stupid worms and the draining bank account result! D:
Vet times are a'comin.
This morning when I got up for work I couldn't find him. He had somehow managed to squeese into the little hole between to fridge and the cabinets. The dog is going to give me a heart attack.

I've been talkin' to a lot of people lately that I haven't spoken to in a while. I've been in a pretty good mood lately as a result. It reminds me of all of the friends that I actually do have, that I just haven't spoken to in a while.. etc.. Sometimes people really make me feel good about myself. Still, there are some that I still miss, and haven't heard from in a really long time. Well c'est la vie.

I'm in love with my video camera.
I will never ever put it down.

Also, yay for being 21. We're going to Blur Friday night.

Yesterday we were blaring music while cleaning, when we got a knock at the door.

Sasha: "Hello?"
Blonde Chick: Hey, I'm from upstairs, are you guys the ones playing music?
Sasha: yeah, sorry. do you want us to turn it down?
Blonde Chick: Oh.. Um.. No! That's okay.. uh.. can I come in?
Sasha: Uh.. Why don't I come outside?
Blonde Chick: Oh... uh.. Okay.
Sasha: What's up?
Blonde Chick: So.. um are you guys having a party or something?
Sasha: Oh, no! We're just cleaning.
Blonde Chick: Oh.. so..um.. Do you guys have any weed?
Sasha: Huh? What? No, haha no
Blonde Chick: Oh.... *awkward pause* i just heard the music and just thought maybe you guys were cool yuh know?
Sasha: Huh?
Blonde Chick: Oh! No, I mean you know, cool you know?
Sasha: Oooh, haha! Nah we're just cleaning
Blonde Chick: Shit! Okay.. Damn!..damn.. Sorry!
Sasha: Haha, it's cool

El presidente?

I missed snooping into your daily lives. Muaha..ha..hah

Got the keys, everything's taken care of.

Moving will commence tomorrow, It'll probably be half way done by the time I get off of work, with Jerry and Sasha working together.. haha.

Super excited! Will take pictures when we've settled in

Dave called the store yesterday, curious about a few changes that have taken place in the store recently. It was nice talking to him. I miss him soooooo much! It made my day. :D
I insisted that he visit us, we'll see. ^_^